The dream is lost

In the caress of your arms, so deep the emotions run
In your hands I felt the peace of mind, the moment of clarity
And now you are gone, far from where I cannot see you
And there you are standing on the horizon looking for the dawn
I cannot seem to reach you, and you not wanting to take my hand
Is the dream lost? Is my love not good for you?
You being around, you being alive
No matter where I am, time seems to fall and become still
I cry at times knowing I am alone
Still the pain is there. Stinging me each time I feel
I wash away my tears. Still I can feel them fall
With out you to catch them. I am swimming in my pond of lies
My eyes hurt from the tears I have for you
No one wanting to love a fool like me
The clown you made me
I dance around to a crowd of judges
And they are laughing at my foolish pride of love
And now the dream is lost
I sit watching the horizon wondering why you were there
And I saw what kept you from looking back…….
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